Carmen is still off in her right fore. I can feel heat in the bulb of her heel (inside bulb) so I suspect that an abscess is making it's way out. Today I put a poultice on it to see if I can draw it out faster.
As I doctored Carmen this morning I realized how far she's come in her trust in me (and her ground manners). She let me frig with her foot and accepted the poultice boot. She was curious but not freaking out. Old Carmen would have been very tense about the whole thing and probably would have flung the boot across the barn.
Carmen: umm, what is this thing on my foot?
Me: it's a poultice boot and an epsom poultice
Carmen: *waves foot vaguely in air* it feels weird
Me: it should help with your sore foot.
Carmen: *sniffs it* okay, if you say so.
Since watching a Warwick Schiller video on being 'present'. I've been trying to to that. In the morning as I pick out her stall, rather then plan my day I chat with her about the weather and my plans. I know she doesn't understand me but it seems that she gets that I'm talking with her and not just ignoring her. I can't explain it but she seems to respond.
It's also the time of year of Facebook flashbacks. One popped up of us from a few years ago and I see how far we've both come in our training.
April 2015
Nov 2016
flash forward
November 2017
And then to this year. Things are feeling much better. Not that there's not tension or shenanigans.
It's not a surprise that I've been working with Carmen and helping her find relaxation when she's feeling stressed/pressure. Watching the Tristan Tucker videos I realized that in the past, with my groundwork I was looking for obedience with the idea that relaxation would surely follow.
However, with Carmen that didn't happen. It's not that she couldn't relax. More like she didn't really understand how to seek it. Her reaction to stress/pressure was to seek relief by running away.
Working on this I've become so very aware of my own body language. I am a high energy person and tend to stand stiffly when working with horses. I suspect that that is a mix of my own natural tendency and my early learning of 'making the horse listen'. I've been working very very hard on letting myself slouch when I'm trying to encourage her to relax.
Honestly, Carmen and I are so very very similar.
Carmen: seriously? That is news to you? That we are similar?
It's not easy but it's working. I've been working on the three areas that Tristan advises to directly target: Getting the horse to seek relaxation in response to:
1. movement
2. Noise
3. Approach (this was fascinating to me. He says that horses don't really distinguish between a scary thing approaching them or them approaching a scary object. So you have to work on both).
Working on relaxation has changed the entire focus of my ground work. We start with the leading. She's to stay a prescribed distance from me no matter the speed or where we go. If she encroaches I send her back and as soon as she moves back I allow the relaxation to occur. Which means that I sometimes have to wait when she moves back until she releases.
I spend a lot of time standing, slouching and breathing.
I have also started helping her realize how stiff she makes the base of her neck. It locks and then everything is locked. I rub it until she lowers her head and loosens up. At first she was 'get off, that is bugging me!' Now she stretches out almost right away. I've started teaching her to stretch when I touch it with my crop. That way I can try it from her back.
I have attached a plastic bag to an old dressage whip and have introduced that into our work. Initially, Carmen was highly suspicious. I also use an old pill bottle as a shaker for my noisemaker.
She's figuring stuff out and learning that I'm looking for her to relax. Initially, if she's too tight I would reward the first hint of her relaxing. Essentially, I drop all pressure and let her rest. Sometimes I had to rub her neck and help her breathe out. I am gradually asking for more work in a relaxed state.
When I lunge, I'm looking for her to stretch out long and have a supple back. I can see her starting to seek that state which is awesome. Yesterday, I had her cantering and she was getting really excited. I waited to see if it was due to excess energy that needed to be expended. But she got tighter and tighter and began to snort/blow (you know that snort when they are really really worried about something?). I stopped the lunging and we returned to the leading and bending exercises until she relaxed. Then, when we returned to the lunging she was much more supple.
Here's a video of her (hard to do by myself) of me working on her approaching a flappy bag without me being right beside her. My idea is that as I move her more away from me and ask her to deal that we can transfer this to under saddle.
You can see that she's curious. I can also see that she has some confidence in her ability to deal with it and is not feeling that she has to run away.
Today I have a lesson booked this afternoon. It is a windy day which is always a hallmark of greater nervousness on the part of Carmen. This morning I took her up to the ring to do some groundwork without it being tied to a lesson. At first she was a bit looky but it didn't take her long to settle into the work. I am seeing her confidence grow as she understands what I'm asking of her. I was very aware of the subtle signs of tension even though she was being obedient (tight muzzle, clamped jaw). When I see that I try to dial back my body language to help her follow me.
We shall see if this work helps for later. As I type this I haven't had the lesson yet.
